SILLYCOOKIE

2005-11-02T12:55:00.000+08:00

did a few quizes in http://www.blogthings.com..here are my results

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

2005-11-02T11:33:00.000+08:00

the feeling of being betrayed.
the feeling of a bleeding heart.

how i wish im ugly.
because im already ugly on the inside.

how i wish i could be enough.
to the eyes of the one i love.

it was like
a distance was kept
between us

i need time to get my trust back
when i gave you 100%
you screwed them all.

but still, the ugliest truth
is still uglier then the prettiest lie.

ive never felt so hurt and betrayed.
i felt like im invisable to everyone's eyes.

imagine if your boyfriend
to ever like one of your bestfriends.
and thinks that your bestfriend is better.

sigh. life sucks.

im sucha paranoid fucker.
how i wish i could change.

if things were just at least a little better.
i think its so difficult for me to ~~smile~~ right now

im better off dead.
and yes i do think of you
i had never stop loving you
nor did my feelings fade away
like someone did.
but you dont care.
you were half hearted all along

what a good liar

to think i was so greatful
that you were mending my heart
but now that i know
you broke it again.

i wish what i did was right.
i never know.

so many things are in my head right now.
i wish i could just dont give a damn.

my body's getting weaker and weaker
my mind's getting out of my sight.

hate me. hate me all you want.
so many people hate me le .
even though it will hurt more
i think i got used to it

2005-11-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

going to jakarta this thursday.

i wonder if anyone would even miss me.
everything seems to pass so fast.
im sure i will miss alot of people.
i hope they feel they same way.

ah well. i think that joyce will meet me next year, and so will xx.. with her shoulder length hair! =). my to-do-list in indonesia is going to the hot springs, taking photographs. oh, and swimming to lose weight.

you know, sometimes its really difficult to be 'beautiful'. people tend to hate you, betray you, look down on you, act nice to you, and many many other things. sometimes, i even get so tired of it. i feel like im being used. maybe something like ichigo 100%.hahaha. and if you read that comic, i dont think i need to explain who i think i represent.

i feel like im the center of attraction for no reason other then my looks. i wonder if anyone even likes my personality. .. i hope so, but i think not. i just hope i can change to a better person. someone a person can love on the inside.

everyday getting people pestering for my photos isnt fun at all. it just reminds me of how painful i have to go through my life everyday. i feel so fortunate to have such a nice family, my caring grandparents, an understanding sister, a matured brother, a reasonable mother and a doting father. i hope i can get through anything with their support. i hope.. i pray.. wish.

2005-10-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

omg. i've been doing blogskins for the past 2 days.
yes yes my head's gonna burst. lmao

please check it out people :D
http://www.blogskins.com/info/64852
(copy the link to your browser =x)

today was tiring like any other day
but then wth ..

today's DEAR AND MY 2ND ANNIVERSARRYYYYY
i must be happy*i must be happy! xD. nono. im REALLY HAPPY
lmao. okay okay. thats all. I LOVE YOU DEAR

and note;dear-please dont sleep in church. WAHHAHA. stupid humplord

2005-10-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

so is this how it feels to be depressed? sigh. life sucks.

i hate my grandma's nagging.

oh well.
life sucks all together.

2005-10-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

aha. remember i told you guys abt the model thingie? or the new faces in newpaper or smth?yaya. today they called me and asked me for an interview tml. hopes it goes well. wish me good lucks xD.

today went out with my sweetest dearest pussy-liked humplord. watched a movie in westmall.. april snow.. i think its like the louziest korean drama movie ive ever watched. seriosly, i'd only give it a ONE STAR OUT OF FIVE STARS. it totally suckssss. damnnit. and im leaving indonesia soon. i hope i can get a chance to see harry potter's sneak preview. but im leaving on e third.

nxt week monday going out with yuan lin korkor . hee. he owes me a neoprint. too bad dear's gonna be kinda busy e whole week. oh well. hope i can still meet him for lunch this coming tuesday[uh. NOT tomorrow silly!!].. after that.. yeah.. the stupid internet's still not workin cos of my god damned brother who wont stop dling stuffs. oh well.

lastly, i DONT HAVE A FRIGGIN decent recent photos!! i neeeda give them! ARRRGHHH. dont give a shit liao la. sobsob.. dadie's coming back after TWO WHOLE MONTHS of business trip in south africa =.=".. yeapyeap.. hope i can eat more and celebrate or smth .whahaa. but today's sushi buffet's really omg ><.. but i dont think we're gonna celebrate due to my grandma's omg-its-so-annoying naggings. ah well. im still half happy ;)

2005-10-21T16:23:00.000+08:00

lolx. its not that im dead. thats not why i didnt post!!! wahhahah.. it was because my bro doesnt allow me to use the internet as he's FOREVER dling stuffs. luckily not now *phew*.. now that i can post.. MWHAHAHHA xD xD.. okay okay.. lolx.. lemme start alrdy!xD

Few days ago went to Sentosa with KC, Eddie, Joyce, Pat, Jerome, Chiew Pang, Alan and janelle :DDD. it was verh fun la.. nvr bring extra clothes and all lolx.. went 2 e sea and swim just with my shorts and my bra X.x >.>.. yeapyeap.. den shower and all.. kinda funny and fun la :D. heee. they all rock my world THANKYOU :D

okay.. next thing.. umm.. yeah.. after Sentosa met dear at harbourfront and den ate dinner with him ^-^.. den go home.. ;D *happy* >.>

hmm.. the rest.. i dont know.. i think im sucha forgetful person i didnt really rmbr what happened the past few days O.O".. x)).

Well i know that yesterday janelle, eddie, joyce, patrica and i went to orchard to walk around. not to mention that 'Farah' some lady in a company, asked us to help them with the new faces of newpaper.. i dono.. bleagh. i hope i can get in, but its okay if i dont :D. i just need the cash woot ! xD xD!! hmm.. yeapyeap..tats abt all... oh yeshh.. after that met Dear.. he forgot to bring his cash man.. wahhahaha.. he witdrew lah eventually.. well i mean of course =|.. we drank a cuppa mocha frm 7-11 outside far east, and den eat XXL chicken that he loves so much. bleagh. my tounge and mouth was like so hot and all.. and the skin was like pealing off =|.. ah well xD xD

after that, i got seriously crankyyy. cos i had to go home early.. i was just pissed cos the day b4 i had pei my grandma, her cousin and her cousin's daughter lorh. den ya.. verh tiring.. and i dont even get to have time with my bf and my friends ALONE. screw them la. den today wth.. i was awaken by the stupid television. woke up at 5:30.. and i couldnt bare it.. i slept and woke up at 12:50!! the day b4 also got waken up-you dont need to know the reason. but the thing is it was cause of them also>,<..bleagh.. and den i was fucking tired lor.. and there goes my grandma saying that i must watch my weight and all.. and always calling me skinny.. i seriously dont get what's everyone's problem. she doesnt care what i want right? ask me pei her so many times and i dont even get to go out alone. screw it. SCREW IT. i so wanted to watch a movie la. hauix. nvm nvm =[[..

I went home witha taxi frm orchard.. oh yesh.. there's one msg i wanna say to my dearest humplord:i know im always angry;i know im always cranky. i know im not perfect, i know you're always the one giving in. i hope my scarifices is something to your eyes. maybe its not much, but im sorry if im never good enough. im sorry if i take time . im sorry and i LOVE you.

and lasty;; DEAR, I MISSSSS YOOOOOOOO x)). i know my grandma is nagging and all. but i just wanna let you know that you're always in my mind :DDD]

alright alright.. enough with the mushy stuffs >.>".. umm umm.. yeahyeah. lets take a look at what i took on sentosa. well its only one pic since the other one's really dark. aiya. HECK. its just proof i went there! ALRIGHT~! x))

2005-10-16T14:01:00.000+08:00

OH YES I FORGOT TO ADD THIS. AND YES THIS IS A MUST REMEMBER MOMENT :D

#my stupid uncle suddenly jumped out like a giant-liked frog when i was walking beside dear at brasbasah. so gay. but i <3 it. one of the most ~~scariest moments alive~~.since i was already freaked out by the silent night and the empty view since most shops were closed and all. i almost imagined sadako's face there =.="..

2005-10-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY.. was ... fun? =|.. went to escape in the morning... Janelle l0st her ph0ne.. hauiii.. den i had to g0 at 3+ .. first we r0de the g0 kart.. tht was when Janelle l0st her ph0ne.. den we went t0 play the whatever viking ship,, gay gay,, den janelle was like so sick.. she asked the pers0n to st0p.. hauii.. den we g0t an0ther ridee.. oh.. yeah.. the screaming competiti0n caused my thr0at to hurt again.. and i didnt take the anti-bi0tics in the m0rning.. s0 i caughed like hell.. after that i went for the pepsi ride or smth.. i drank s0ya bean b4 riding it caused KC bought for j0yce and I.. after the ride i was s0 giddy and wanted to PukEee.. it was already 3+ so janelle and i went t0 0ur destinati0ns l0rghx.. she was s0 sick and all.. sigh.. she b0rr0wed 20 bucks frm me s0 that she got suffiencet m0ney t0 go h0me.. =|.. i had t0 g0 t0 bugis for the Children KKR.. s0me 'service' or smth la.. church stuffs..

reached Bugis lia0 i went t0 the billab0ng sh0p to check s0me wallet 0ut.. was kinda small and all.. and i realised i didnt have anymore time so i rushed t0 NBC for the KKR.. den den.. i saw the emily and nightmare sho0p thingie lor.. hee. yeapyeap.. decided to check it out after the KKR.. and yes of course i did check it out.. i bought a new wallet frm there toO x.X" yeap.. den i met dear, my stupid pimpled-face uncle aka JL, my sweetest babe simin, germaine and june.. aha.. =|.. ha ha =|.. hahaha =|... =.=".. yeap.. went to the arcade.. simin l0st to dear but but she beat him in one match PERFECTLY. (alright babe, i love ya xD..).. and den june, germaine and simin went to watch 40 yr old virgin.. which i already watched.. opps xD.. keke. den we went to LONG JOHN silver =X =X .. eat dinner and stuff.. den dear told me he's starting work TODAY and all.. need sport shoes and all.. we were hunting for the building simin told us to search to buy CHEAP SHOES. rofl =x.. BIG TIME CHEAP-OOOOOOsss xD. wahhaha. oh ? yeah. we didnt found it =.='.. oh oh.. there was also an offer on some food stuffs and all.. we bought ICE CREAM! alrighhhtttt xD xD... denn..

we decided to just go to Queensway and stuff today la.. but i think dear's still sleeping =|.. after that we decided to just heck and go home but couldnt find the bus stop and stuff. went back to Parco and den wait for simin , june and germaine to finish their movie and den ask simin for help finding the bus stop and all lor.. ya.. searched like hell. blabla.. oh.. dear just called me and told me that he's just gonna go sumwhere near to buy the sportshoes and all.. its alrdy 2pm anws.. haha.. and my mom asked me to clean up my table and all.. imma do it later after i finish blogging ba.. sigh.. oh yeah.. den we to0k the bus and everything la.. ha.. =|.. den reached home.. blabla. ate summore. pig like hell. blabla =|.. yeapyeap... yesterday was basically tiring, *uNDERsCoRE* and "exciting". bagh. whatever.

the ice cream we ate.. yeapp.. pink spoon's mine;green spoon's carl and blue spoon's pimple face :)

the new wallet i bought

2005-10-13T08:56:00.000+08:00

ommg. i had been like changing my skin 3 times in like.. a few days time. holy holy. today nvr go school. going to hospital later. den den later also going to school to just gib the form and stuff.. hauiiiiiiiis. Oh yeah.. the secondary school thingie.. here's all my choices=0

#1 fairfield methodist
#2 st. margaret's
#3 assumption english [AES]
#4 Fuhua Sec
#5 Dunearn Sec
#6 Cresent Girls

yeah.. you may wonder why i put assumption english first instead of the cresent girls or fuhua right? hmm.. cause AES bBall girls team POWER !! xD. xD... and its my sister's school. and i think the people there are nice. =X. oppps. Justin dont go around bragging that i said that okay. rar !! xD.=x XD. Dunearn also not badd.. and the school got bBall girls too!!! st.marg too.. yeah yeah.. you get my point.. if not band.. which is fine with me now =|.. i so wanna join basketball. but i know my shoulders will go boarder since.. you know.. sigh =((.. ah well.. sobbx. that means that carl just gotta do more sports lorgh. dont care! HUMPH xDxD.. fuhua sec? marmie said good good ,jiejie alsox.. summore EeRen korkor frm there.. too bad i think he's sec 4 this yr sobb. fuhua got bBall girls also =X..[i FINK..] fairfield no hab BBall girls de.. sobsobx..anws if i go for fairfield i MUST join the band to contribute my so called 'experience' frm the primary school band.. aiya.. sigh.. anws got shuaiges there! alright!! xDD.. cresent girls got bBall arnot??think so.. but cos of its 'wow' name and its 'wow' standart i picked that school lorhx X.x.. ah well. =).

2005-10-09T08:33:00.000+08:00

aiyohzz. past few days my internet got problem.. anws im sick too.. blood frm cough.. pains from sinus.. fever.. blarhblarh.. my mom brought me to NUH a few days ago.. uh huh.. and im gonna see e specialist this thursdayyyyy... aiyohhs ><;;... my mom didnt allow me to go to church.. she said i gotta rest.. aiya.. the thing is tml is my PSLE science.. i just hope i wont get affected lah .. ><;;.. ah well.. wish me lucks on recovering! xD.

2005-10-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

yeap.. im still sick.. today english paper damn dumb.. i hope i can score at the composition though.. at least get a 30 lah.. aiyo.. hopefully 34++ though xD. wahahha! nono.. NOT OUTTA 100 DAMN YOU. outta 40 T.T.. wahhaha.. english paper 2 ish kns =).. i did one hour ealier man! like wth. den i forgot to take my anit-biotics.. den i wanted to go to e toilet cos i didnt feel well.. den this stupid bitch aka mrs.lim aka the saggy cheek and breasts plus hands didnt allow me lorh. and she allowed zeng wei. omg. so pissed with her. stupid bitch stupid bitch.. wahhhh. i hope tml's math's okay though. am i terrified?nah. im excited. after PSLE no more stress. KEKE =)

2005-10-03T21:19:00.000+08:00

uhh. I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL TODAY. i was blardy SICK la. coughing and sneezing out blo0d. like wth! the doctor said i had infection la.. i didnt know where. he was like pestering me to stop relationship since im so small and i dont know anth. like wth! ><.. HAUIIIS.i love my dear fullstop HUMPH =(. now eating fried rice so that i can take my anti-biotics later X.x.. ah well.. tml MUST go to school cos wednesday's a PSLE.. darn it la.. im like how suay to get this stupid sickness now la... i was also having slight fever.. i wanna study but i cant.... i was resting the whole day.. oct 18~20 pat invited me to stay over at challet .. HURRAAYYYY xD. keke. i pr0mise all of you u guys. i'll go crazzeee after PSLE. TSK =x

2005-10-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

WAHHAHhAHAHHAHAH. smth happened today. SOMETHING. ACTUALLY ALOT OF THINGS xD. dear and i came late meeting Winson, jessica, my pretty pimple-face uncle and the birthday girl my hottest chick XD. the card that i made was like destroyed cause of the rain HIK HIK =(.. den hmm.. we went for lunch at bugis.. Theen.. then.. SOMETHINGG HAPPENED. LOL. that something .. HMMM. IS SOMETHING THAT IS SOMETHING YOU DONT HAFTA KNOW. THIS SOMETHING IS ALSO SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO CALL IT SOMETHING UNLESS YOU KNOW THIS SOMETHING ^^.. wahahha. SO crappy largh..LOLX. wahahha.. oh yeah .. when we were paying their bill.. dear heard frm Justin 'ten'.. he was like so blur and den gave 10 cents lah! AIYOO. it was supposed to be like 10 bucks!! wakz. he was like blushing all over. WAHHAHA. CHEAP'OOOOOOOOOOOO xD. lolxxx. den we wait for the rest until they took the bus 100 lorhz..yepyep.. den we took the MRT den go for church.. yapyap.. den in sunday school we had this topic la.. abt SEX. den like wth! ><.. what else.. oh yarhh.. when i was waiting for dear at the mrt horhz.. i saw a couple kisshing and like 'licking' madly at some corner.. freaky norh.. LOL . yaya. den we went to Sentosa.. yepyep.. half way we were made. YES MADE. xD. to buy duck rice for the rest of the peeps. den we decided to buy charsiew for simin xD. heeeee. den.. we took cable car to Sentosa lorhzz.. yepyep.. tralaalalalallaa. tralalalalalla =X =X.. den mm hmm.. we met simin and justin first lah..at fortsiloso beach btw.. they were like all drenched up lolx.. simin was kinda happy to know that we bought her charsiew rice i think. lolx. uh huhhh. den we ate dinner together.. den wth la.. MY PRETTY PIMPLE-FACED UNCLE WAS GRABBING ON MY OWN BOYFRIEND'S BREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST. LOOLLL. like wth wahhaha! den we were like laffing our arses off xD. den one part my pretty uncle was like going 'BANANAS' lolx lolx.. den said the bananas cow and crap.. and said to carl that it aint no offence. WAHHAHAH. SO CRAPPY LA. funny larh he ^^.. tee hee hee.. yepyep.. den when we reached harbourfront was like wth.. we said our goodbyes den suddenly WINSON HUGGED CARL! den everyone was like WTH!? WHAHAHAHAHA. lolx. 100% crappy^-^.. wahahha.. after that dear and i was looking for taxi for like.. i dont know.. 15 minutes?hehe.. reached home at like .. 10:30.. blarh.. yeapyeap. today was a HAPPY HAPPY DAY. lolx. and MY HOTTEST BABE ARH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ^^.

2005-10-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

BOOO HOO HOOO. last year celebrating children's day.. and and.. whats more is that.. I DONT GET ANYTHING. sobsob.. not even a happy meal xD. OPPS . WHAHAHAHAHHA. i dont eat happy meals okay! hiks. i eat alot xD. hmm.. let me start with this morning? nono,, last night.. went with my cousin's viance , bro and mom .. eat supper at Youth park.. kinda nice.. seafood and stuffs ^-^.. kekex.. what else arhs.. oh yah.. this morning.. i woke up a few times.. xD. den got aircon man fix my air-con. i even tot of smth bloOdy corny... you dont call air con man AIR MAN for shortcut.. i think its more appropiate to call them CON MAN ^-^.. WAHAHHAHA.. den DXES my great buddy made me a 'magic card' lolx.. pink colour.. wahha.. 'KOM, HOT BABE ON THE GO' xD. lols. SOUNDS MCDONALD-ISHHH. wahahha. gay gay xD.. he asked me if there was a quote what would i say.. hmm.. i dont know which part of me answered that but i said that use condoms to prevent aids =).. LOL. he was laughing his arse off man xD. keke. im so crappy =).. hehe.. den attended some wedding.. ate so much.. some high tea i think .. kekex.. den den ummm.. yaya. thats abt all.. go IMM just stand beside my mom do nothing exp listen to her talk abt BUSINESS again. i nvr knew my mom was sucha business person X.x.. hoho.. yaya.. den i ate dinner at like 8:15.. and im still hungry.. WAHAHHAHAHA. yesyes. i know im pigging. but i cant help it. IM HUNGRY ! xD.

2005-10-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

carl and i's first month anniversary >.> .. lolx.. he bought me a boquet of flowers.. WHICH I TOT HE WOULD. he hmm.. also bought us a pair of rings. WHICH I WANTED TO GET HIM ><".. oh well.. great minds think alike xD. sigh.. but sad to say. MY RING. opps xD. lol lol. it got stucked at my middle finger on my right hand . den i tried using soap, hot water.. so many things.. it was nuts la.. take off until omgoSh. ><"'.. den den den.. after trying so hard, after almost crying cause of pain.. i finally managed to get it out.. phews.. ^^.. ohoh.. carl and i went to sakae sushi buffet today.. die lahh. im gonna turn fat. EEEEKS ><. oh i cant wait till sunday. HOHO.

2005-09-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

aiyoh.. im ROTTING. so ROTTING >,< >,<... internet korkor dunt allowch.. luckily he's sleeping now and im sneaking using his comp.. keke xD. today is crazzy laaaa. met dear.. we went to my sku front again.. den went to beauty world top floor.. we went on an eating spree! i ate 2 plates of kway teow and he ate 2 plates of kway toew PLUS chicken chop.. cause we went daring each other xD. if i can eat 3 plates he'd do anything for me. if he eats 1 chicken chop+2 plates of kway teow i'd do anything for him.. whahahha.. so nasty.. lolx lolx. and yesh he won ><.. oh what did he want? its a S-E-C-R-E-T =X. keke. hoho. yaya.

yeapyeap. dear stuffing up the food . PIGGY PIGGGGGY! xD.

2005-09-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

LOlX. now i know why i can get 10 pieces of clothings in 10 minutes while my sist takes 2 hours to just get ONE. ><.. wahhaha. this morning sent granny and her friend in harbour front.. ohoh.. i met dear's dad for the FIRST TIME {EEEEEK >< >< ><}.. lolx.. but it 'KINDA' turned out well though xD.. hoho.. den after that dear and i went to orchard.. hmm.. bought some stuffs.. a ripcurl hat to be exact xD. xD. hmm.. den den after that went for some youth and teen service.. lasted 2.5 hours.. den my sist, her friend-aka Angeline and i went to orchard again.. wakkaka.. looked for a shirt for my sist.. ate at kobayashi.. that scrambled egg with the noodles and stuff ^-^.. hehehe. thats all i guess.. yahyah.. i havent been posting cause i had been a piggg xD. been sleeping cause im tired.. den den.. no time ta post.. and sometimes whenever i wna post.. i turned on the comp le.. eventually had to turn it off again since i gtg .. sigh ><..

2005-09-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

lolx.. past few days had been sleeping at 9:20 and 9:30.. yeah yeah.. its kinda of a miracle xD xD. im still tired now.. LOL.. its 9:15.. and i still am sleeping at classes! lolx :):). btw my sist was supposed to go to lavender and ended up in Novena.. SEE SIST. i TOLD YOU I WOULD POST IT. wuahhaahha. im so crappy..alalal.. oh anws, si min rocks. WEEEE xD. and OH NO, WE DONT HAVE A PLAN TO KILL GERMAINE[not lim] SOME DAY. WUAHHAHAHAH . i feel like the crappiest person alive. and that feeling's so high~ ! woot xD

2005-09-19T13:53:00.000+08:00

omg. the stupid bitch mrs.tann is a *TOOT TOOT TOOT*. made me pick up rubbish and sweep the floor. its like as if im low class de lorhs. WTH. well doing house work is smth different cos i usually get appreciated. me arh.. in school .. haii.. everyone doesnt trust me.. so SIAN. stupid teachers.. oh yah.. got new vice-head >.>.. known as MR.JOHN LIM. well i gib you a big welcome and i wish to destory your reputation for the rest of your entire life. and you are wished a very good luck since next year p.6 girls will all become ah lians. and jrs in p.5 this year, please **** off :D :D. im your SENIOR. you cant do anything. even your older siblings dont even dare to touch me. you know who am i refering to. you IDIOT. please JUST SHHOOO. you are so dead. still dare to gimme face huhs? i tell you the next time you do that again i give you one tight slap and one bitch scolding for being such an agitating junior who doesnt even have repuation in the whole school. dont even try to mess with me. ROAR*. AND YES im sorry if im ever rude; but thats just me. ME ME. i dont give a shet for those who agitate me. those faggots who simply lived in this world to just HAIL all the geng kias . please just LEAVE. those whom i love and like. those whom i think are great.. of course i treat them well. and im not being bias. not like some idiotic fking teachers who doesnt scold TOP STUDENT OF THE CLASS even though they didn't do homework. yesyes. not only mrs.tan, ye lao shi,ms neo, but more. thank you for reading and if you dont satisfy me. please get lost. AND; dont ever come back. if you dont like my new blog skin, also please kindly go away since its copywrited AND my hardwork was all in this piece of shet. please please. just go away..

2005-09-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

lolx.. just went out with my sweetest dear<3. anws. my grandparents were dying for poh pias.. haha.. they were like so desperate to buy some.. lolx.. den today went to KAP mcdonalds.. den half way i remembered to asked them if they wanted some.. hmmm.. yaya. i bought.. WITH MY OWN MONEY. aint i good. well actually.. it was given by my grandad and stuff.. LOLX xD. yaya. anws they were so thankful . my grandma was like "ahh.. satisfied now.. can go back to indonesia with a happy face".. lolx lolx. they're like so cute xD. HAHAHHAHA. xD. yepyep.. oh oh and they wanna meet my dear. >.>".. dear arh dear; you need a haircut! hahaha! xD.

2005-09-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

ophhs.. today ate so much.. granddad came to sg yesterday.. with grandmom.. and sum other realitive i didnt even know she existed< =.=""... >... oh oh.. granddad bought new digi cram.. 850 bucks manx.. geng xD.. what else arhh.. oh oh.. we bought it at COURTS ma.. the one near beauty world.. den beauty world opposite got a row of nice food shops.. haha.. my grandmom alrdy cooked le.. say go home and eat.. but den my grandad said go there to 'try' .. or 'snack' kaka. so funny (: (:... owhs dear;im shorrie. im so dissapointed in myself ><<;;.. alrights. thats all :D :D. oh oh.. sunburnt again.. now it hurts. >.>..sigh. what can i sayy. bBall murh xD. even though i suck at it >.>.. and DEAN, you better watch out -.-.. TSK. alrights. thats all i think :) :).

2005-09-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

sigh.. so tired. just reached home after a nice hot shower >,<.. hmm.. was with Ee Ren and 'his friend' in KAP mcdonalds.. hehehe.. sho full =s. =s. oh oh i was playing bBall.. den tio sun burn >.>... now applied whitening cream le. so red like tomato lolx lolx.. and yesh now Ee Ren's my korkor <3. he said i was his xiao mei so =s. =). hee.. what else.. hmmm.. oh today PSLE listening the chinese kinda difficult man >,<.. english hai hao ba =333. 2 more weeks to PSLE. this thursday going to watch movie.. haha. im so 'destroyed' . sucha nasty slacker.. and and i wanna add this;; i <3 all my seniors . esp my korkors. they always ask me to not become an ah lian =D. they're so supporting ^^. but dont worry; of course i love my dear most. *mhwuaks . xD. hoho.

2005-09-15T18:02:00.000+08:00

simin taught i was 15. yeh :D:D. see dear;;i told you imma gonna post this xD. kekke.. today.. sigh.. damn tired. people said i look as if i dehydrated. rofl. some said i look as if im warned out =.=".. wahhaha. haha. gonna make a blog with my dear =). alrdy made the layout ... check it out http://grippingtightly.blogspot.com.. but probably changing the name or stuffs.. keep updated xD. XD. now friendster can use HTML to customize le :D.. imma go try! weee xD

2005-09-13T15:44:00.000+08:00

hmmx.. yeah yeah.. ive been talking with my beloved boii abt people despicing other people cause of the entries they write in the blog.. well i dno.. i meann.. yah i guess its true? hmmm.. i mean seriously. its an online JOURNAL. and you get to write whatever you want!!! and who disapproves with THAT? =s. we express our feelings through blogs what.. oh and a past few days.. heard over the radio that 2 guys were fined 10k cause they wrote stuffs about malay people which they claim that it 'defames' theirself. and for being racist and stuffs they got fined 10k. lol lol. this amazing world. just gives me a headache. oh oh.. i gained so much weight.. today check up private parts .. =s.. next week injection.. i cant wait.. opps lol lol. 3 more weeks to PSLE. YAY. i hate chineseeee. i hate ye lao shii.. everyday scold me.. nvr encourage me if i get 3/8 but instead say aiya later you get U grade.. omg.. biatch >.>.. then today Gordon's dad came. became like i dno.. 'woah' =s?nvms.. oh oh... today i cleared locker.. decided to design it.. put pictures and stuff.. make like american.. will be so cool xD. make with Joyce.. hahaha. yapyaps.. Yestery my uncle and aunt came to Singapore.. sign sum stuffs or smth.. =). den ate dinner with them. ate so much. Carl asked me to go out dinner with Justin and 'another' girl though.. hee. i'll try to skip having the dinner with orchard with them.. not cause i dont like them or anything.. and NOT COS MY UNCLE HAS MY DREAM PHONE *hints* T.T.. lol lol xD. yapyap.. im FAT. i need to lose weight weeeee.

2005-09-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

lolx.. today's lawrence's birthday? yeah yeah. i wanna wish a HAPPIEH BIRTHDAY. oh oh.. to my belooved sister also . and and yuan he. :D :D. what else.. ahh.. ya ya.. today lawrence .. b4 BBQ start.. went to play bBall for a while.. but now im sunburnt like hell. pork chop . rofl =>.. hmm.. what else.. oh yah.. ate alot. and i mean alot. alot alot alot alot alot. den den so i decided to play bBall to lose some weight kakaka. tml going to watch movie with YY, tim liew, and maybe some other people like sze, wayne or maybe qi pengg. hemms.. dno yet ><.. kekex. alrights.. thats all ba :).

2005-09-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

Life had been **** recently :D :D. why? so many reasons. too many reasons. homework making me stress. people making me sick. idiots making me listen. fuckers making me annoyed. everything anything. i had been doing my homework for an hour. and its killing me. seriously killing me. my head's gonna burst or smth. decided to post for a while to so call 'de-stress' omfg im sho bloody stressed woot woot. imma go bang the wall n' die nowww. whats wrong with this bloody shitttt.

2005-09-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

today; im going to talk abt..*OR MAYBE TIP OF THE DAY?LOL WHAT ISH SHOO NICE ABT BEING A GIRL... well basically HOR.. lolx. if YOU were me. go to bBall court. you dont have to fight for the bBall. when you pretend as if you were trying to get it.. they'd give it to you =D. worst still. those see you do nth wait for ball to come to you hor. WILL PICK UP THE BALL FOR YOU MAN. LOOOOOOOL. i was like talking abt it to jonathan. WAHHAHAHAH. today played bBall till 9.20.. umm.. nvr go sku. had to go though.. mrs.tan called me wth =.== den go to sku le .. WTTHHH. ask miee go help her do work. waste 45 mins. nvm. i GUAI xD. keke. just now EeRen ask me go orchard with his fwen fix phone tml. hmmm.. i bo lui leh =x =x.

2005-09-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

Haiis. im still sick;; ... sian sian sian. the only few things i did today was EAT, go down to buy FOOD, use COMP, and SLEEP. die die. uh uh. i nvr realised i was that kinda hardcore pigg. wahhah. Carl's now studying. betterh tu not disturb =X. lalalla. OH. when i was blog-hopping,, i saw this VERH TOUCHING AND CUTE BLOG.. hmm. i forgot what it was though LOL. i remembered the text though.. here goes..

Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose.And every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows.The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.The card said, "Be my Valentine," like all the years before.

Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,"I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.""My love for you will always grow, with every passing year."She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away.He always liked to do things early, way before the time.Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite chair.While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?

"I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,"The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.""The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance.""Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance."

"There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year.There also is another thing, that I think you should know,He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago."

"Then, should ever, I find out that he's no longer here,That's the card...that should be sent, to you the following year."She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote..."Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone,I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome."

"I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife."

"You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve.I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.That is why the roses will be sent to you for years."

"When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.I have always loved you and I know I always will.But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still."

"Please...try to find happiness, while living out your days.I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock."

"He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him,And place the roses where we are, together once again."

I ALMOST CRIED. hikhik. so did carl. and so did Sze Jie.. tsk tsk tsk.. ={.. well happy reading it worhs. =)). im sleepy again =.=

2005-09-01T17:55:00.000+08:00

lol lol. sorry ive not been updating. =X. I FORGOT WHAT HAPPENED THE PAST FEW DAYS LOL.. XD. i know im coughing like hell.. today Darren go Canada. im sho sho shorry for his girrl ={. and Everyone was like HIK HIK >< ><. WEII. including me okay ={ ={. hauiis. one more year without Darren. haaiiss. den go RAFFLES PLACE where Ee Ren got Lost =.=. DEN EVEYONE HAD TO WALK TO CITY HALLLLL. omg lahh. sho hott summore. later SUN BURN. become BLACK. =.='.. lol lol. den after Dom, Kong Tat and Sze went home, Ee Ren, Wayne and i went to NOOCH noodles bar. omg si bei exp =). hee. den Ee Ren was like 'hougang hougang' .. wahahha! stupid guy. he had to go to Doctor there mahs. den nobody peiid him xD. xD. keke. what else arhh. HMMMMM. Den Wayne and i arh.. went here went there.. covered all the shopping malls in Orchard. nth to buy. BLeaHs.. >< ><.. nvm nvm. im broke neways. OH OH. the noodles bar i paid 14 bucks-the exact price i had to pay ... Ee Ren also.. BUTTTT. Wayne paid the bill and kana like 5 bucks more. WHY? HE PAID 1o% GST. KAKKAKAAK. xD. ahah. basically today`s fun. =}.

2005-08-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEE. I GOT ACCEPTED IN FAIRFIELD. welll i still need to work hard cos the stream also based on the PSLE results.. sian ><

2005-08-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

HmMmMM.. today ate BREAKFAST BUFFET IN THE ORIENTAL HOTEL. HEHE. haha.. ate so much.. den i quickly swam 15 laps ? or 12? or 13 laps.. den jogg just now den play bBall lil.. hee hee heee...

2005-08-25T18:46:00.000+08:00

SIGH. SIGH. SIGH. so tired today.. practice 'dancing' frm 1.oo to 4.40.. den eat dinner.. hahas.. what to say.. oh oh.. 'practice' xD xD xD. we even made human tower. rofl. so fun mans.. haha. =P.. tired though xD .. OH I SUGGEST ALL INDONESIAN FIND THE SONG ' SO WHAT GITU LOH '.. my sist asked me to listened to it. ahah.ultra fannie. what else happened arh? aiya.. i needta solo on music/teacher`s day. i think? NAH. maybe not. got 2 'body-guards' who r guys bside me ahahaha. btw. i wanna say THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO SUPPORTED ME-psst. im not telling ya guys the secret i told them =P.. LOVE YA ALL *hug*

2005-08-23T16:45:00.000+08:00

lolx. the past 2 days had been real fun and funny ahahhaa. Yesterday met Carl after like.. 1 year ? haha. change alot. hmph. but so did i LOL. xD. den today Justin came to school gate. Katherine was blushinggg. so cute xD. xD. she looked sho shy and blushed like siaoo. so cute maan xD xD. kekex. hmm. oh oh just now suddenly got one maid knocked on my door and said that some kinda piece of cloth fell to my air con thingie .. i had to open the heavy windows and pick them up man.. dangerous .. LOL. xD xD. DID ANY1 EVEN CARE FOR ME? HAHAHHAHA. now im crapping =).. heee. JUST NOW WENT TO NGEE ANN POLYY. OMGGG. people said i look p.4! FOR HEAVENS SAKE. HIKHIKS. JUSTIN SAID I LOOK p.2! goodness =.=.. hikks. oh oh and i wanted to go to orchard.. but den after wearing sum 'VERY OPEN' dres(LOL).. i verh ps go alone hik hik. yah well thats whats been happening la.. tml chinese prelim man.. WISH ME LUCK * even if i dun care. OPPS. HAHA. i go study at 5 la.. a few more minutes.. look at me. im sho guai xD. xD.

2005-08-21T13:11:00.000+08:00

LALALAA. yesterday .. supposed to go to Sentosa but nobody pei wo. so xin wei, calvin, sze jie and i went to YY`s house. alot of crap. watch alot of shiet. =X. hmm.. den last nite i heard my dad talking to sum guy for job in AMERICA. how how? sigh i dno. hee . last nite also i fell asleep. sry ah qi peng xD xD. kekex. alrights thats abt it then.. alala.

2005-08-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

lolx. Calvin sho funny.ahahha. oh and im dead broke now.. just now lunch went to McDonalds.. den what else arh.. oh yah in e afternoon played for ard 1~2 hours.. den at evening to nite @ ard 4.30+ to 8.40+ play bball again ^^. heee. i can barely move though >.> . kekex.. hmm.. tml i rlly wanna go Sentosa in e evening =(.. oh oh and daddy just came home frm business trip HEHE HEHE. he sho funii. cos the fishes no more food den he gave cereal . den all went ke-siao for it lolx.. Calvin sho funni dee. always joke around. den Wayne arh wayne i managed to steal once frm u WEE xD. lol. what else arh. ya la today fun.. hee hee. oh oh my 2nd ulcer bled just now =*(

2005-08-18T19:11:00.000+08:00

my third alcer hurts.. i just woke up.. didnt play Bball today.. cos raining den i liew buay song play le.. damn bloody tired so i slept lor.. hauiis.. today PSLE oral knsly so bloody easy . lol. xD. haha. thats abt all ba.. my body hurts. bleah. =S

2005-08-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

stupid Wayne. pull my hair until sho many strands came out . ZZZ. kns kns =x =x xD. kekex. what esle arh.. oh yesh life had been crazy for me nowadays.. stressed. fed up. not cos PSLE.. life simply sucks now =S.. well it did sucked last time too. but not as bad xD.. erm erm and talking abt PSLE..tml PSLE oral.. english first though.. sian la.. i forgot to bring home the most important paper that i need for my chinese oral.. die..

2005-08-16T19:19:00.000+08:00

haiiix. sian. i nvr knew calvin was so 'cool'. as in matured way cool. hee hee.. den what else arh.. oh yah i have Yiren shooting 3 pts video in my hp..lolx.. and 2 more days to PSLE oral. nxt week prelim. sigh so sian...

2005-08-15T19:42:00.000+08:00

sian. today i woke up late. i woke up at 7.45 lolx. hehe. reached school at 8.20.. got more attention than i thought i would get though..rofl =). thats all ba. life is as boring as usual. today mrs.tan nvr giv homework and ye lao shi nvr come. like MIRACLE =).xD

2005-08-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

today my leg numb at school. i fell during national anthem. lmao. i was like the center of attraction. oh yeah yeah today sucks. well mostly i guess. xD xD. YY accidentally hit maii head using the rugbyy ball. but but but. thats not what makes my day sho humiliating today.. i forgot my school bag . i left it inside the bball court. i didnt even realize. lmao. until louise-my senior;lynn`s bro took it and gave it to me infront of my house. eeeekx. sho humiliatingxx. nvm nvm nvm. hee heee.

2005-08-10T15:54:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah yeah past few days havent been posting. soxx lorhs. cos cos cos i havent been using the computer.. ... ... WHATTT? im serious. really =X. i know it doesnt seem to sound like im not a computer person or whatever crap youre thinking but yeah. ive been SHOPPING the past few days. hahaha. shop until 1oo bux all gone. *POOF*.. heee heee. thats including the haagen dazs ice cream and the sakae sushi wor wor =X =X.. kekex. kk. nuff here. ^^. just came to post to update and boast abt the days ive been shoppping xD xD

2005-08-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

new layout new layout. theme? TURTLE AND PIIIIGZZZ xD. xD. kekex. tml national day celebration.. but.. i lazy go..should i go?LALALALLALAA. yesterday 'SMTH' happened. i think dear knows it. and YES; nobody else needs to know it =Pp. kekex. darrr. i LUVVVV yoo =D =D. mhuacks*

2005-08-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

lolxxx. 'MULIA'.. yeah yeah. Wayne`s fwens = MY REAL BRO`s frens. they in ACSI. dont believe im my kor`s real mei. zzz. nvm nvm. kekex. now they call me MULIA MULIA. lmao. sho cute. oh yah. my eyes hurts like SHIEET. so im gonna rest my eyes soon man. gosh gosh. just now go eye thingie they said my eyes ok de lorh.. kns -.-''.. PAIN LEH PAIN..

2005-08-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

hehs.. yen sze biao ge dun like me being with her. so does her mom. aiya off with this topic-lets go back to BASKETBALL x))). today sho stupid mans. me, darren, doNEmic,yiren and gong tat just shoot shoot you jin you song.. den all crap de .. dom said darren`s hair like mushroom.. and den dno whatever crap.. yiren added to become GOLDEN mushroom. LMAO LMAO. cos his hair dyed de mahs. KEKEx. funni man. dom laff until fell off e floor. kekeeeeeex.

2005-08-03T19:41:00.000+08:00

LMAO LMAO LMAO. TODAY BASKETBALL WAS BLOODY HELL NICE. the 2 matchs i wana highlite-the first one was smth likedis.. the opponent team was at 13 pts and we were at 20. decided to end the game at 21 abit before that. and Yen sze was like encouraging the team not to lose. when wth. all cheong maans! scored 19 : 20 LMAO =)). but yah yah as usual. yi ren scored and we won!! eh was it yi ren? or wayne?aiya dno lahs. kekexx. den the other one was the last match i had- ard 10 minutes ago... 3 vs 3.. one guy i think sec 2 baa. *THIS GUY MARKED MEEE*.. den another maybe 16+ years old guys in one team and ME; YIREN AND WAYNEEE. wayne and yiren are sec 4s btw =). kekex. bloody fun. we were like die die die.. DONEMICC (LOL).. donemic was also like shaking this head-he was like huh? for real? den wayne talk back said aiya u nvr come den how !?ahahha. den we play first-to-11.. FUN SIA FUN. I STOLE TWICE FROM E GUY WHO MARKED ME WEEE . i didnt score tho =( =(.. i was too short. the guy use his hand over me can block me le -.-.. haiis haiis. den what else hmmms.. oh yah. yesterday went out with YL kor, janelle, Yen sze jie and her fwen .. me and YL kor pierce ear.. kakax.. now got 4 piercings..den today after school went to meet darling. WEEE. i luv him TRALALALLALA. sleep well maii love. i bet hes still slping like a babbie. kekex. wish his toe better le =) =). oh yesterday met ber jie also. WEI U CHIO BUU ARH.. kakax . yah yah thats it then. in other words=TODAY ROCKKKS.

2005-08-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

what to say.. today as sian as always.. nvr play bball.. i went to westmall with janelle and yuan lin korkor. den yen sze jie called. said she in westmall.. oh yah i pierced.. last time 3rd hole got infection. now i got 2 holes on each side.. ahh sianzz .

2005-07-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

WAAAT THEEE HELL. I LOST . KNS!! T.T.. BRONZE SIA; BRONZE!!! hauix hauix.. nvm nvm nvm. at least got MEDAL. WEEE =)). YL KORKOR LOST. NOOO. *patpat him*. dont saaaaad =o=. i promish i`ll help euu with euur RO server =D. and dont worry. my promises are not stale. weee

2005-07-30T09:24:00.000+08:00

hauiiix hauiix hauiix. tml bball match-but no fun. why my catogary got 3 teams nia =((. win or lose also get pointer voucher. kns =.=... nvm nvm nvm. later buying bball shoes.. kekekx.. =)).. oh yeah and i WILL update abt the match tml nite. but i first have to memorize a passage for whatever abt promoting racial harmony day so tht i can get a good report for secondary school.. haiis. SIANIFIED. ekekex. yesterday chat with Sze Jie and Yuan Lin k0r k0r. chat until 11.. after we play bball frm 8~9.. hee hee hee. den we chat until Sze jie de mamie lai ask her go back .lolxx. den maii momiie also dan xiin. but what? i cant help itt. theyre sho nicee to chat wibbs. =). can be open with them.muwhahaha xD.

2005-07-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

KNS. I HATE "HER". said i sho immature. dont even know whats the meaning of babe. wtf. stupid shiet. den DAS sho stupid derr. under catogary below 12 bois got 10 teams. under 16 gers got almost 5o.. den under 16 guys got 1o1.. den mine.. 3 nia.. go there air ball also get 4oo voucher pointer.. zzz. -.-'.. anyhow throw also win.. lolxifiied. hauiis. life sucksss. oh yerh. im sho happy. wee. dear i lubbhs yoo xD xD. kekekex.

2005-07-24T10:16:00.000+08:00

heh. LIFE SUCKS. mrs.tan is crazy and biatchy. gib sho much homework. pressure everyone. if dunt do pay money. kns-shieat teacher. Lawrence almost commited scuicide de lor. wth. and what else sucks is that harris just gave me another fwenster msg. why the bloody hell does he even bother. and everyones saying im petty and whatever. ya maybe i am. hik hik. just leave me alone if you hate me. i know i still maii loving husband on maii side. just get lost. thank you. =[. dun hurt me. when i was 6 everyone bullied me cos i didn't know how to speak english and chinese fluently in Singapore. now everyones still picking on me. JUST GET LOST LA. dun ever try to even hurt me again. i promised to maiiself to stand strong and if i fall i know maii darling will be there for me. whenever i need him

2005-07-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

TRALALALALALA.im sorry nvr update again. HHEHEEHE. been playing maple. heee. tralalalallaa. life sucks. mrs.tan fux. i hate life. ttralallaa. he heheh. wish on bball competition can win. chosen team name=B.BALL PRINCESZ.. tralalal xD xD

2005-07-17T08:47:00.000+08:00

HARRIS SUCKS FULL STOP. THAT HAO LIAN FULL OF PIMPLE SHIEAT HEAD. he insulted maii sist. he insulted MOI CHURCH. he insulted my sist`s fwen. he insulted maii parents b4. WELL - YOU GET THE POINT. HARRIS ****S. thank you.

NOW GET LOST U SHIEAT HEAD LOAD OF CRAP! GET LOST. GET LOST FROM MY SIGHT.

2005-07-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hahs; past few days hbnt been able to post- yeah sorry. i rmbred i had smth rlly special. just that i forot what it was. lols. hahas. i was too tired to post it up. sigh. today sick . half way went back home. went back to school to take instrument. oh wait! i rmbred! fairfield sec short listed me ! hahas. yeah i rlly rlly wana go in tht sku[well, besides MGS xD].. what else.. oh yeah.. this stupid music piece thing- its wrecking my head apart. den today grandma and tiffany maii ke ai cousin went back to Indonesia. sigh i`m jealous! nvm nvm. i still got maii laogong beside me . WEE xD. xD. hees. what else. ermm.. oh yeah-tomolo meeting harris. SIGH. sad sad sad sad sad sad sa...

2005-07-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

dots. CHIONGSTER DOMINIC~! u crazy crazy smart game pyscho! hahahas. ask me chiong until maii lil finger pain pian @.@. oh yeah today went to picnic with maii cousin, sist and grandma in botanical gardens. it was kinda fun. teee heee heee. no shuai ge. xD. well at least got band performance. damn cool sia xD.

2005-07-08T15:46:00.000+08:00

my tummy..ahh my pain pain tummy.later at 7 going with yen sze go watch the ppl play . ahhh .my tummy. huts so badly. i was supposed to go home at 5.30 but i came back at 3.15+.. my tummy..HIKS

2005-07-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

had a quarrellllll.. but we got thru it. im SORRY. i simply cant find a way to hate you. my love for you just wont let me.. w0 aii nii. mhuakks

2005-07-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

One question:isit maii fault that i can't cheer the one i love e most?=[

2005-07-04T14:35:00.000+08:00

OH GOSH i hate kc . fine, so i`m not supposed tu HATE bcos i`m a chrisitan; so i DISLIKE HIM. anyhow call ME darl,honey and all s0rts of other crazy craps. STUPID SHIAETS. ><. i wanna play bball. i wanna i wanna T.T. but nobody pei wo. den qi fu wo. hiiiiiiks. I WANNNNNNNNNN :[[

2005-07-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

ZZZZ.sorry.sorry sorry i nvr update sh0 l0ng leee. xD.
erm. yesh i DONT bother tu design maii own bl0g again xD.

heeeeez.cheeerhs